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A quick insight into the mind of Connor Holland from 2012. This is a song to his girlfriend that was written in late 2014 and released in February 2016; explaining the feelings he truly has for her deep down. He is "relapsing" 2012.

lyrics

Still, going through the days, but every day I miss you the same, the same.

It was August 2012, the day we spoke for ourselves,
You'd heard of me and I'd heard of you but we thought we were stepping on shells,
until on the 31st we were brought forward and together casted our spells,
and you were a picture of health and pretty as hell, and I was just being myself,
So we started talking and I actually managed to get feelings and I was attached,
I was a dick but addicted to you, and I had feelings I never could have,
and if someone asked if I was happy?
Then baby I'd take you back, we're unexplainable with our relationship,
but I love you and its sending me mad,
I could never find the words but I'll find them first, 'cause its something that I always had,
our set of skills is dressed to kill and you always made me proud,
even after this I'd smash the kiss and together we built us a crowd,
I miss those days miss you the same in a minute i'll be holding your hand.

Feels like you've gone your own way, and I wonder if you know
Still going through the days, but every day I miss you the same, the same

Baby I can't explain it, the way you make me feel
I feel like this even after the shit haven't seen you in 3 years
I'm so captivated I'll catch you later am I feeling this for real?
I caught your love and I'm captured lately but they say that time heals
These cold December nights, you're forever on my mind
We were playing games now we're waiting ages to see each other smile
It was snowing and heavy, and we were happy
I told you one day I'd be a rapper, most of these songs I made about you were great but shit,
I fade without you and it's been 3 years I don't know how to cope without you. can't cope,
without you, I'm nothing you made the new me, a happy person
Living 2012 obviously had its purpose and I think I learnt it
They said the world was gonna end and ours did its hurtful
But I come back from Hell to spread the word and I think you heard it.

credits

from The Dead End LP, released July 4, 2016
Dansonn - Instrumental
Connor Holland - Songwriter/Rapper

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Connor Holland England, UK

Connor Holland is a 23 year old rap artist from the East Midlands in England, UK. Connor stopped recording in early 2016 with just a few unreleased songs making it into our lives since.

In 2022, Connor created a teaser contrary to his debut "Change Your Ways", and later announced his upcoming album "Square One"
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